3D Miracles from the Tech Sector

3D Miracles

In my high-tech public relations life (one of my various lives), I was asked to write a press release in conjunction with a company that sells 3D printers. Afterward, a film maker contacted me who is documenting some amazing applications of this technology.  Hbeautiful-leg-prosthese-002e told me about an industrial designer who is using these solutions to create outrageously beautiful bio prosthetics.

Not long ago, if you lost a limb, that was it, you were confined to a wheel chair the rest of your life.  You were not running marathons, swinging your children in the air on the beach, or joining the cast of “Dancing With the Stars.”  It is enough that I have been, in the last five or ten years, extraordinarily impressed that people with prosthetics can carry on with their lives, walk, dance, run and jump almost as they did before.  And now, thanks to the vision of some outrageously talented designers—in the regular public sector, yet, not even in the healthcare sector—prosthetics can be gorgeous works of modern art, transforming their owners and delivering dignity back to their spirits.  I adore seeing their functionality not just refortified, but augmented in a unique way that will be available only to people in their circumstances.

Now and then, in the midst of the insanity of my job, I am reminded that the high-tech sector is creating a world of capability that moments ago was pure science fiction. On those days, a thrill goes through me knowing I am even a small part of this industry.

As designer Scott Summit describes, he is not so much rebuilding missing limbs as “recreating a sense of self” for amputees.

Take a look. This is wild stuff.

Brian Federal is the film maker who produced this video.  He has entitled his initiative 3D Printing Revolution, and is leading a campaign to educate students in the public schools about these technologies.  A shout out also to MakerBot, one of the leaders in 3D printing solutions.

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Never Skinny Enough

NEVER SKINNY ENOUGH:

Recalling a Brief Career as an Actress/Singer/Whatever

 

I am reminded now and then that I wasn’t always a writer. A few things happened:  I recently watched the film “Birdman.”  And I read my writer friend Kathryn Craft’s lovely novel The Art of Falling, which deals with a modern dancer who has body image issues. As a big show-off, I loved performing like nobody’s business in my youth. But these two pieces of work reminded of how screwed up it was, trying to be an actress/singer/whatever, especially in Manhattan.

This is what they taught you in theatre classes (I minored in theatre at Pitt, and I later actually went to the Lee Strasberg acting school in Manhattan for a semester, so yes, I actually trained somewhat for this stuff):  They said, subscribe to Backstage and send your headshot for absolutely everything.  Apart from getting naked, take every little thing you can get.

Whatever they ask you to do, say you can do it.  If they ask if you can ride a horse, you say yes.  If they ask if you can tap dance, say YES.  Do you model? Yes. Do you do improv? Yes. Would you dye your hair? Would you relocate to Guam for three months?  Can you bounce on a pogo stick and read the news while eating a yogurt?  Yes, yes! (I can actually do that.)

Then if you get the job, you immediately LEARN to do whatever it is they hired you to do right away.  You learn to tap dance ON the horse if they ask you to.  And you do it in the one week they give you before you leave for the job. So, I took the photos, and I sent out the headshots to EVERYTHING.

I got called for auditions to model shoes, because that’s supposedly what petite girls do.  But I was too small even for that. The shoe models were all size a six, and I was so tiny I was barely a size five. I still had trouble finding adult shoes to fit me at 23 years old. Besides that, two different shoe companies told me that my right foot was bigger than my left; I am sadly asymmetrical. I got one modeling job my whole life (in approximately seven years of auditions), for a Redken hair products industry trade show.  Some semi-famous cosmetologist from London cut my hair live onstage, and I walked his runway in the finale.

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I’ve tried to look him up to see how his career turned out. I hope he changed his name or moved to Milan and is outrageously successful.  At the time, he was trying to drum up high profile projects to kick-start his career, like a “Girls of Long Island” calendar. As a day job, he was the guy who took public school pictures.  When he pulled a few of his backdrop screens down behind me, I recognized them from high school photos.

Tough business.

I was 112 pounds, and the dress I wore to the hair show audition was a Victoria’s Secret size three.

Yet when I asked my friend Michael if I could get involved in his Girls of Long Island calendar, he said:

Do you know what kind of shape you have to be in to pose for something like that?”

This is why young women in the performing arts develop eating disorders. I was one of the tiniest girls I knew.  I did aerobics like a hyperactive machine at least three times a week. I still was not skinny enough for this industry. (Note I have never had an eating disorder, unless eating too much is a disorder. At worst, I could be classified as one of those yo-yo dieters, losing and gaining the same 4 to 8 pounds for 20 years.  But I get it.)

Tough business.

I did some decent, leading roles in regional musical theater, though:  on Long Island, in Pittsburgh, in Florida.  I was good live; I had a big voice.  And when you are physically tiny in theater, you “read” younger than you are, and you fit into the ingénue category. I was still playing 16 year-olds at 28.

As an alto, I was usually a “second lead”; the first singing lead is typically a soprano. But no kidding, second leads have a lot of fun and get good solos, sometimes multiple songs per show. You always get paid better than the chorus. And you don’t have to be as good an actress—it doesn’t require as much dialog as the main lead. I was fairly lacking as an actress, disappointing more than one director, although I might have improved with time had I stuck it out.

I worked hard.  I was all-business on stage.  I got pissed off at the people who fooled around.  I danced on tables and risers and fell off them and got bruised. I stayed at rehearsals until 11:00 at night.

My character was murdered on stage three times a week at Theatre Three in Port Jefferson, NY, during a scene that called for my throat to be cut.

That theater had a miniscule dressing room for the girls, and an expansive one for the men, so I did my make up daily in the guys’ room in protest. When the boys complained about changing in my presence every day, I flashed them, after which time they let me stay.

The joke was on me, however. Once that production got underway, I had such a rapid costume change that I had to stand in the wings and literally jump out of one dress and into another in front of not just the actors, but the entire stage crew.  Two cast mates stood off-stage holding open my next costume, zipping down the back of one dress as I climbed into the other and ducked back on stage before the lights came up. We had about a twelve count to make the transition.

model cropI played a string of ethnic, singing peasants in Brigadoon, Zorba, Fiddler on the Roof. I learned the whole production of Fiddler in only six days, as I was hired as a replacement for one of the five sisters who had quit the show.  I sang at nursing homes, in restaurants and in parades with a roving production of Godspell, led by an aging hippie and ex-heroin addict who portrayed Jesus Christ. I sang with several different cover bands that barely made it out of the garage.

I choreographed a community production of Annie, and my little girls performed “It’s a Hard Knock Life” at the Suffolk County Arts Council Awards presentation. When one of those girls grew up, she reproduced my choreography in her high school production.  I choreographed three numbers at Pitt’s “Greek Sing” for the fraternity where I was a little sister, and our guys won first place.

I was an extra in David Johansen’s “Hot Hot Hot” video, although a magnifying glass is required to identify the blur that is me. People still dance conga lines to this song at weddings. At the time I never imagined anyone would hear it. At a new artist showcase, I lip-synched to a recording of a song I co-wrote, in a little Manhattan joint called the California Club, where I later learned that Sandra Bullock supposedly was a bartender that same year. I hope she was present that night.

I also surprisingly got hired by an improv troupe in New York City. I fell asleep on the train on the way to the audition and forgot to apply eye make-up. So when they called to say I got the gig, I thought to myself, maybe this one isn’t just because they think I’m cute. So I screwed up my courage and got on stage with this bunch of WILDLY talented people who cracked me up every minute of rehearsal. I was by no means the stand-out of that crowd, I was the novice.  But I learned I could think on my feet, and be amusing and spontaneous if I said the wacky things that popped into my head. I held up my end of the skits, God dammit. That was amazing training — for everything, not just for stage work.  Thank you, cast of The Improvables circa the early 1990s. I have put this skill to work in public relations incessantly.

Of course, the parts I didn’t get were much better than the ones I did.

  • I was called to audition as a cable TV talk show host with a fake Australian accent, who was scheduled to interview Bridget Fonda.  For comedic reasons, my male co-host was required to be shorter than I was.  I listened to hours of early Nicole Kidman movies to prepare and showed up in my highest spike-heeled boots. They announced that they loved me and rehearsals started Monday, instructing me to call such-and-such on Friday for details. Then they never got back to me.
  • I auditioned for a Broadway revival of My Fair Lady where the directors looked so bored, one almost dropped off to sleep at his card table. They shouted THANK YOU!!! with fervor in the middle of my song, like you see in the movies.  That shit really happens.
  • I seriously contemplated going to the open call for the original Footloose on Broadway, even though I had just found out I was pregnant with my son.  I figured they wouldn’t realize for a few months.
  • I rocked a Paula Abdul number at an audition for a cruise ship singer/dancer troupe until the dance captain gave me moves to follow in a mirror and I got dyslexic.
  • An executive from Polygon Records described my voice as “wedding pop” in a rejection letter.  Around that time, I was dating a long-time studio drummer who played with the original Broadway company of Godspell.  In response to that rejection, he said to me, “Do you know how long Pat Benatar did weddings?”
  • I stood in line at 8:00 a.m. in Manhattan with 800 other girls to audition for VH1’s “Be a Diva” program, in the pouring rain, my babies at home with a sitter. I got so disgusted after four hours of the line not moving, I gave away my call sheet and number (something like #786) to the nice girl behind me who had temporarily departed to buy dry stockings right before they passed around the sheets. I got back on the train and went home.
  • I was called by the Vanderbilt Planetarium in Huntington, NY, to play 1920s tap dancer Ruby Keeler in a stage biography.  However, they didn’t mount the production until two years after I auditioned, by which time I was about to move to Pennsylvania.  I’d lied about knowing how to tap dance anyhow. I figured I’d learn.

But I really can bounce on a pogo stick for nearly five minutes straight, people. I swear. I inherited one of those from my cousin Valerie when I was eleven. I should have put that on the theatre resume, which also notes that I can giggle on cue.

During the time I was doing stage work, I had several simultaneous careers on the burners. I wrote fiction, which had been my major at Pitt. I did journalism. And I worked at an ad agency in both local broadcast radio production and PR.  I made a pact with myself that I would follow whatever trail panned out first—no regrets.

Hence I became a public relations director.

It’s a hard job, and I’m good at it. Sometimes I wonder what might have happened if I continued to pour the same amount of energy and blood and tears into acting.  Or novel writing, from the start. Because if I can be successful at PR, which is a dang challenging profession, maybe I could have been just as successful in one of those other disciplines …

Note that goes against the No Regrets policy, however.

If you were not whatever you are now, what would you be?  Tell me…

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An Enterprising Model

Did I mention I’m a Star Trek Geek?trek

Yes, my brother and I are both Star Trek Geeks, growing up with the same original toys that Sheldon and Leonard now fight over on “The Big Bang Theory.”  I therefore can’t help feeling a sense of ownership over the series—both Trek and Big Bang— having played with the now-vintage toys first-hand.

Note that my brother was a bit of a comedian, and my favorite memory of playing with his Star Trek Enterprise playset was the day he pretended that Kirk got gassed out in the transporter chamber by noxious farts.

We were young.

Upon seeing Sheldon on Big Bang playing with that authentic 1970s transporter chamber, which was basically a card board and vinyl-covered box with a psychedelic spinning panel, the moment came right back to me:  Jimmy making Kirk pass out in the transporter chamber.

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Jim is now an Emmy winning cameraman.  Last month, he built a two-foot long model of the Enterprise, coincidentally finishing it on the day Leonard Nimoy died.  He was so excited about the results of his handiwork, he filmed it with his professional camera equipment.

To check out a link, click on the below image:

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I can almost see little Red Shirts in there.

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And if you are a true die-hard, sign up for the newsletter at startrek.com, which has some pretty cool merchandise for sale.

Gina, Lost

Noting an utterly regrettable fact:  Sometimes people who are very open-hearted and kind and nurturing of their fellow human beings have a tendency to attract the wrong people,

people in need of psychological rescue, people who are compelled to take advantage and drag those very nurturing souls into frightening places. Maybe it is cruel of me to contemplate, but I wonder if this is what happened to my classmate Gina, who was murdered this week by an ex-boyfriend, who then killed himself.  Sun Sentinel article.

There was a moment not too long ago I watched Gina stick her neck out for someone on Facebook and invite that person (not the man who killed her, BTW), who wanted to start a new life, to move into her house. I felt guilty because I wondered if I could ever be that gracious.

Longwood High School 20th Reunion: L-R  Jennifer, Lori, Gina, Theresa, Loriann, Suzanne

Longwood High School 20th Reunion: L-R Jennifer, Lori, Gina, Theresa, Loriann, Suzanne

I hate to think that her willingness to support others in need might have led to the relationship that resulted in this deplorable ending, especially when she tended to post uplifting, positive-thinking platitudes, many of which raised my spirits. I also hate to co-op someone else’s personal catastrophe, as I have plenty of other friends who were closer to her than I was.  But I see glints of a genuine, ironic tragedy here and I feel obligated to acknowledge it.

This is not the first woman I knew who has been violently killed by a boyfriend in the past five years, which is an absolutely stunning statistic. The other was a psych ward nurse who later started dating a patient she had cared for…a nurturer sucked in by someone perilously unwell.

I don’t know what the lesson is here. I am stumped. I don’t know how to counsel my children. Or how to console myself, demanding to know from the universe whether it could have been avoided … if only people weren’t so giving of themselves.  How can we come to that conclusion and go on with life?

I am perplexed and without an answer.  I am confident I’ll never be murdered by an ex-boyfriend because I’m far too self-absorbed and cynical. Sarcastically, I think, yeahyay me.  Meanwhile:

The last cover image on Gina’s page reads, “Never Stop Believing in Hope, Because Miracles Happen Every Day.”

Gina’s daughter has asked that her friends share a phone number and a link to the National Domestic Abuse hotline, 1-800-799-7233, so I’m doing so.  It’s little consolation to know that she and my other friend are now in safe harbor. It’s the rest of us who are left to wonder what to make of the world.

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